It's the eve of Courtney's 1st birthday. I'm still amazed we've kept her alive for a whole year. Seriously, where has the time gone? After her birthday party this past weekend, I began thinking of everything we were doing one year ago. My how times have changed! Here's a list of things I remember:
I remember....
1. Going to the doctor to give Courtney her "eviction" notice on February 8th. For those of you that are going, "Huh?", it means I got my membranes stripped. It doesn't hurt, so stop squencing in pain. I left school early that day with high hopes that my doctor would schedule for me to be induced the following day. I was wrong. However, I just knew I'd go into labor that night. So I went back to school to lay everything out for my sub.
2. Waking up that Friday with no labor pains. Ugh. I was miserable. Everyone as school was amazed to see me that day. I do, however, remember my students all giving me a hug as they left that day. It was so nice to know they cared....even the boys!
3. Waking up Saturday crying and tell Clay I'd accepted the fact that I'd be pregnant for the rest of my life. That I had made it WAY too comfortable for this baby that had decided to never leave.
4. Waking up at 3 AM wondering if indeed my water broke. It had. I woke Clay up who laid with me timing my contractions. Seven minutes apart!
5. Clay's Starsky and Hutch style driving to the hospital. I think of the many highlights for him!
6. Having the IV put in my hand was painful! I can take pain, but man that hurt and Clay said he could see it across my face!
7. Crying over the pain of each contraction until I got drugs.
8. Drugs are GOOD!
9. Taking a nap after the drugs with all my family in the room. Thanks to Mama Hanebutt for checking my stats on the heart monitor. It's great to have a nurse in my "family."
10. The nurse playing with Courtney's hair after she was crowning. Yeah. I don't get it either.
11. The feeling of having a baby come out and put in my arms. I remember looking at Clay, then my mom and sister thinking this is it. I'm a mom. Then I cried.
12. Eating a cheeseburger and peppermint ice cream afterwards.
13. Spending the evening with just me, Clay and Courtney in the hospital.
It's amazing how much you remember about specific moments in your life. Every little detail. Every emotion. Everything that was said and done. It's a day I'll always remember.
Now, here are some things I love about Courtney.
I love....
1. Her sense of humor. She loves to make us laugh and she even laughs at her own jokes. Including fart noises.
2. She's not picky! She'll try anything once and usually likes it. This could be a downfall later on!
3. That she gets all giddy at the sight of her daddy.
4. She still loves to cuddle. I'll never get tired of that.
5. How she lights up when her cousins come in the room. She loves hanging out with them.
6. She already loves jewelry. Gee...wonder where she gets that from?
7. How she loves to look through books. She still loves Goodnight Moon, Brown Bear, Brown Bear and Put Me In the Zoo.
8. She's very observant. Anywhere we go, she loves to watch people and lately she loves to flirt with them too.
9. She's a dancing machine! The girl loves music. If she hears a song during a commercial, during a TV show or in the car, she'll babble and dance along to the beat.
10. She's always up for a good game of "Where's Courtney?" (aka Peek-a-boo).
11. How she loves to be independent. When I drop her off in the morning at my mom's she never crys. She looks at me and waves as if to say, "Get out of here so I can have some fun!"
12. That she's apart of me and Clay and always will be.